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Memoirs of a Dysfunctional Relationship

by Electric Bitters

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1.
Bottled Up 03:20
2.
Memoirs ... 03:12
Insecure. So scared and defenseless I can see it in your eyes And your mask, so cool and collected Such an obvious disguise It's a lie Yes it hurts The stroke of your talons Drawing blood red lines so bright Yes it hurts As you slice through my skin Teeth bared in false delight It's a lie You ain't nothing but the roles you play I won't be playing along Count me out I won't be playing Won't be playing along Yeah you know How to get me excited How to kiss and where to touch And you think I'll be so delighted You can use me as a crutch It's a lie Disrupt and distract Are the games you play You drive me crazy And it makes me want to say Count me out I won't be playing Won't be playing along I'm gonna leave you high and dry I really mean it that's goodbye I'm really leaving that's no lie I really mean it that's no lie Bluff and bluster is the game I play I wish I could go but you know I'm gonna stay
3.
I can’t sleep, searching my soul and my mind Eyes wide, wishing I could relax and unwind The clock ticks, pushing me forward through time But nothing changes I wish I could forget about you Move on to something that's new But you’re here Haunting the empty space The ghost of your face Moments that can’t be erased Sun up, I watch it from my chair Sun down, I lie in bed and I stare Day in day out, who really cares 'cause it's all the same to me I tried to forget about you All the things you would do Got lost In the timeless waste The future replaced With the scent and the taste Of the past And you haunt me
4.
Kallisti 04:53
I would claw my eyes out, if it would stop me from seeing you I would cut my heart out, if it would stop me from caring Caring about you It wouldn't change a thing. And it scares me so I don't want you to go But I need you to leave and let nobody know It's like a crack in a windowpane That grows longer with strain Casting shadows deep within Dark clouds coming on the wind If this love is wrong Then being wrong is all right with me I've held back so long This storm is starting to break free Shattered shards of glass Scattered from the blast They cut right through And they cut me too And they cut through the old And they cover the new With the spatter of the past And now what's done is done A new face is turning to the sun But the stain keeps seeping in Spreading slowly deep within the skin
5.
Nobody questions why How many spiders have to die Nobody questions why Now were stomping on the floor Because you wanted more We're stomping on the floor Can't stop 'til you get what you wanted Stomping Spiders on the floor
6.
i don't know what it is kittens come running home alliance with the other side cagey ways, quick to roam i abide lose our cool your claws in me my teeth in you intuition is my friend darkness has no place to hide really thought i wouldn't see stealing past intimacies i abide lose our cool your claws in me my teeth in you wrong or right lose our cool your claws in me my teeth in you lions in line lies out of line lions who lie lines of lies lions inside wound to my pride you don't know how i feel instincts wild-blinded beginner's mind over you in mine i abide lose our cool your claws in me my teeth in you wrong or right lose our cool your claws in me my teeth in you lions in line lies out of line lions who lie lines of lies lions inside wound to my pride lions in line lies out of line lions who lie lines of lies lions inside wound to my pride
7.
I'm leaving for the evening Got a one way ticket To the bottom of a bottle, yeah It is just what it is my friend Life begins and life will end No time enough on this world To comprehend I don't know why I do the things I do I can't explain the way I feel to you It is just what it is, my friend It's no good trying to pretend That it all makes sense 'Cause you don't know And I don't know why It's so complicated I'm leaving for the evening Got a one ticket to the bottom of a bottle Yeah I don't know why I do the things I do I can't explain, I don't know why It all just makes me want to ... I got this thing that's in my brain That's lately causing so much pain Can you feel it as it grows and you know it's so overloaded Every node It burns so hot it just might explode And you know That I've got to Cool it down
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Way long time back now You almost got everything right I don't know what went wrong You wouldn't You were drunk all the time Always getting into fights You just could not get along Take your share Then you take some of mine That's how it's been your whole goddamn life Why can't you walk the line? If only you knew now what I knew back then You wouldn't be on your box again Trying to make me see What I already can I can chorus You don't stop Because you can't, you won't You don't drop Because you can't, you won't You don't stop because you can't, you won't You don't drop because you can't, you won't
10.
Keep pushing 'til you hit the limit and then it hits you back Keep pushing 'til you hit the limit and then it hits you back 'Cause I still come running when you call When you're done I fade into the wall And I share my everything with you But your eyes won't touch mine Won't you see me I feel like such a crutch And it makes me wonder If I can remember how much is too much (Keep pushing 'til you hit the limit and then it hits you back) The incremental death of middle age A conjugal and sedentary cage The best I had is what I gave And now you want more? Everything's got a breaking point Everything's got a breaking point Too much Is never enough I can push for miles Under years of smiles But it still eats me up (Keep pushing 'til you hit the limit and then it hits you back) I can't take This mistake It's all fake Makes me ache Gonna break And I thought This was love Everything's got a breaking point Everything breaks Everyone is broken Every scar still aches Every scar can still be broken open See me? I feel like such a crutch And I'm not that strong I've been pushing too long And its all just too much All too much Maybe I'd be better gone away ...

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released August 31, 2012

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Electric Bitters Champaign, Illinois

Electric Bitters, Champaign, Illinois

"For the depressed, poor appetite, bothered with headaches, fidgety, nervous, and generally out of sorts...you want to purify your blood...you want Electric Bitters."

Rex Bennett: drums. vocals.
Gabe Jackson: guitar. vocals.
Holly Rushakoff: bass. vocals.
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